AboutThisGirl.<3

-♥- KaylaLouise -♥- Nineteen -♥- Essex -♥-

I'm not a product, I'm my own person, with my own thoughts, words and ideas. Sometimes, I feel like I live in a masquerade, never sure of who anyone is until their mask comes off. I'm always smiling and laughing, though sometimes I cry too. I'm just your everyday person, I laugh and I cry, I make something out of nothing and I overrate or underrate things. I'm learning from my past mistakes, I'm dealing with them and moving on. I know the different between right and wrong, yet I still make bad calls sometimes. I'm not the smartest person in the world but I'm not an idiot either. I still have a lot to learn about life, but no one's perfect and gets it right all the time. All I can do is try my best and aim to be a better person than I was yesterday :)

Sometimes in life, there isn't always an obvious answer, and you have to take chances. If the risk is heartache then the achievement in love and happiness. Sometimes, you have to let go of past pain, and put your trust in someone new. Moving on isn't easy, and letting go is always hard. You learn from your mistake. Sometimes you just have to let go of the person you love just to see them happy, even if it kills you inside. Love is unexpected, it will creep up on you when you're least expecting it. It will surprise you, it knows no boundaries. At time you have to forget about the person that broke your heart and let in the person that will heal your heart. Life to way to short to worry about getting your heart broken. If you have a chance at happiness grab it. Don't let your past fears get in the way of your future happiness.

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Note: I don't own any of the pictures I post, they're just stuff I come across. If they belong to you and you want credit, then let me know :)
Any poems posted are mine, so (not that you would) please don't use them without permission.
Thankyou :D

Hope. Love. Dream


I’m not the girl you think I am. I’m not the person you’ve made me out to be.
I’m not always happy. In fact, more often than not I’m sad.
Sometimes I feel like I know who I am. Other times I feel lost when I look in the mirror. 
I’m searching for the answers to questions I haven’t even asked yet.
I’m walking down a path that doesn’t even have a road yet.
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You’ve painted me out as this perfect girl. But, you don’t know me.
I’ve lied beyond belief. I’ve hurt people that I’ve loved. 
I’ve been judged, and burned. Broken and scared. Its made me who I am.
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I don’t  expect you to understand me. I don’t expect you to want to help me.
I don’t expect you to trust me and I don’t expect you to forgive me.
But what I want, more than anything, is for you to just accept me.
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Don’t paint me as this perfect girl. The one who’s never done no wrong.
Don’t tell people what I’ve done or who I am. Let people get to know me. 
Through my actions and my words. 
Then let them judge me and make their minds up on how they feel about me.
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I’m not the girl you think I am. But don’t worry, I’m not the girl I think I am, either. 
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