AboutThisGirl.<3

-♥- KaylaLouise -♥- Nineteen -♥- Essex -♥-

I'm not a product, I'm my own person, with my own thoughts, words and ideas. Sometimes, I feel like I live in a masquerade, never sure of who anyone is until their mask comes off. I'm always smiling and laughing, though sometimes I cry too. I'm just your everyday person, I laugh and I cry, I make something out of nothing and I overrate or underrate things. I'm learning from my past mistakes, I'm dealing with them and moving on. I know the different between right and wrong, yet I still make bad calls sometimes. I'm not the smartest person in the world but I'm not an idiot either. I still have a lot to learn about life, but no one's perfect and gets it right all the time. All I can do is try my best and aim to be a better person than I was yesterday :)

Sometimes in life, there isn't always an obvious answer, and you have to take chances. If the risk is heartache then the achievement in love and happiness. Sometimes, you have to let go of past pain, and put your trust in someone new. Moving on isn't easy, and letting go is always hard. You learn from your mistake. Sometimes you just have to let go of the person you love just to see them happy, even if it kills you inside. Love is unexpected, it will creep up on you when you're least expecting it. It will surprise you, it knows no boundaries. At time you have to forget about the person that broke your heart and let in the person that will heal your heart. Life to way to short to worry about getting your heart broken. If you have a chance at happiness grab it. Don't let your past fears get in the way of your future happiness.

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Note: I don't own any of the pictures I post, they're just stuff I come across. If they belong to you and you want credit, then let me know :)
Any poems posted are mine, so (not that you would) please don't use them without permission.
Thankyou :D

Hope. Love. Dream


I walk this world, not knowing what I might find,
I walk this world, with my eyes wide open yet never noticing anything,
I walk this world, with ignorance and bliss.
Sometimes I get scared and I feel afraid,
I feel like the world is moving on and I’m stuck in the same position,
Never moving, never finding, never knowing.
Sometimes I feel unloved.
Like no one is actually there, and like no one really cares.
Sometimes I feel like I’m failing, at everything I am and everything I do.
Like no matter how hard I try, my best just isn’t enough.
I’m just not enough.
For once, I just want to be free.
I want to wake up knowing that what I do won’t be judged.
I want to laugh knowing that people wont think I’m false.
I want to feel real emotions and have them returned.
For once, I just want to be me.
I walk this world, fearing the unknown, but looking to the future.
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