AboutThisGirl.<3

-♥- KaylaLouise -♥- Nineteen -♥- Essex -♥-

I'm not a product, I'm my own person, with my own thoughts, words and ideas. Sometimes, I feel like I live in a masquerade, never sure of who anyone is until their mask comes off. I'm always smiling and laughing, though sometimes I cry too. I'm just your everyday person, I laugh and I cry, I make something out of nothing and I overrate or underrate things. I'm learning from my past mistakes, I'm dealing with them and moving on. I know the different between right and wrong, yet I still make bad calls sometimes. I'm not the smartest person in the world but I'm not an idiot either. I still have a lot to learn about life, but no one's perfect and gets it right all the time. All I can do is try my best and aim to be a better person than I was yesterday :)

Sometimes in life, there isn't always an obvious answer, and you have to take chances. If the risk is heartache then the achievement in love and happiness. Sometimes, you have to let go of past pain, and put your trust in someone new. Moving on isn't easy, and letting go is always hard. You learn from your mistake. Sometimes you just have to let go of the person you love just to see them happy, even if it kills you inside. Love is unexpected, it will creep up on you when you're least expecting it. It will surprise you, it knows no boundaries. At time you have to forget about the person that broke your heart and let in the person that will heal your heart. Life to way to short to worry about getting your heart broken. If you have a chance at happiness grab it. Don't let your past fears get in the way of your future happiness.

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Any poems posted are mine, so (not that you would) please don't use them without permission.
Thankyou :D

Hope. Love. Dream


I see you walking down the streets everyday,
The sparkle in your eyes has gone,
Its like looking at a stranger when I see you,
Don’t you remember when my smile made your heart beat faster?
Have you forgotten it was me who cried with you?
Me who stood by you through thick and thin?
I’m not angry or hurt,
I just wonder why you left me for her,
Shes tall with long blonde her, a size six and getting thinner,
She matches every face on the magazines,
Was it perfection you was looking for?
Does she make you laugh like I used to?
Does she look you in the eyes and lose her breath the way I used to?
Can she make your heart race my holding your hand?
Because I remember when I could,
I remember when you told me it would be forever,
When you said you would never love another,
When you said I was your world,
So now you’ve left me and you’re standing with her,
I have to wonder, was I not enough?
Was I not worthy of your love?
Was I not enough to make you happy?
Was every word a lie?
Was every night and late night chat a joke?
Walking by the lake hand in hand at midnight, did it mean anything?
Was I not enough to make you smile?
As a single tear slides down my face I simply wonder,
Am I not enough?


posted 3 months ago with 1 note ·
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